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Ripples In The Pond

Recently I discovered I could do the one thing I never thought I could. Live without someone. It's been tough, and it's been lonely, but I'm learning that I have reserves of strength that I forgot about. In honor of that, here are some quotes for some of you women who may or may not be going through a rough time.


"Anyone who views you or your relationship as disposable is not worth your time or your tears." - It's Called A Breakup Because It Was Broken

"The jump is so frightening between where I am and where I want to be. Because of all I may become, I will close my eyes and leap." - Mary Anne Radmacher


"I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life's a bitch. You've got to go out and kick ass." - Maya Angelou

“Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you.” - Audrey Hepburn



"Because every breath I take proves that I can live without you." - Unknown

"Move on. It is just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book- just turn the page." - Unknown

"Dear Girl, I think its time for you to let go of him. He has hurt you and me too much. Just let the memories fade. Its time to leave him behind. I know itll be hard but its for the best, trust me. Remember, always follow your heart and everything will be fine. Love always, Your Heart." - Unknown

"If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy, she won't be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy." - Unknown

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